I'm currently working in a rural hospital pharmacy. I'm thinking, what do I really want to do with my life? I want to become an awesome pharmacist that speaks at seminars and be admired for my amazing knowledge as well as my down to earth approachability. But getting there is the hard part. Maybe I'm just not the type of person who can really apply myself to anything? Am I really a product of laziness?
Or maybe pharmacy is just not for me? I don't have any other true passions in life other than wishing I was better and more interested in things. I'd just like to love ONE thing and make something out of that... and I feel like time is passing me by.